Dear Man,
Hope this letter of mine finds you in pink of your health where ever you are.
Penning down my emotional turmoil that I undergo every now and then these days.
Before you accept me you need to understand and know that i am damaged, I have scars that scares me not to live peacefully.
I have lived with excruciating pain for a really long time .
There are nights when I am curled up on floor and won't talk to anyone.
There are days when I am smiling and crying in washroom to hide my pain.
I get triggered easily .
I have struggled with people , things and what not.
I'll shut you out at times.
I have trust issues because everyone has always left ,cheated or chosen someone else over me .
I will need reassurance, I will need YOU.
I will need you to keep choosing me every time when I fall and get weak.
I'll need you to care when ever I text you saying I am getting bad again .
I am a weird, disturbed and a lot piece of mess and I own this .
So before you walk into my life thinking that I'll always be chirpy , I'll always be positive , I'll always be smiling you should know the reality before you get involved with me at this stage.
Don't enter my life and don't let me enter yours if we can't handle it.
Lastly, don't touch my heart if you just only want all the good things for you because I come with some blemish and some frailty .
Think about your decision calmly as I am not the way you want me , am not what you want me to be , I am scared to be close to you , I am scared to hurt you , I am scared to turn you vulnerable and cynical like me.
I am just ScArEd and BrOkEn 💔
Yours Truly,
A resolute Woman.
